"If you want a happy ending, 

that depends, of course,

on where you stop your story"

-Orsen Welles-

Approaching 4 and a half years without Gaye and you would think 

that I would have learned something by now. 

There are many times I think about how my life has turned out and how much

different it would have been with Gaye at my side.

 Of course that line of thinking is a fool's errand that only causes

Pain, Sadness and Grief.

But then again, there have been instances where such 

beautiful, translucent  light has shown through,

that I thank God for the blessings of having experiences that  

never would have happened if Gaye's Physical Presence existed.

I have made a great deal of mistakes since Gaye's passing.

God, too many to count, for sure.

One thing I recently learned,

which you think that I would learned 4.5 years ago.

 I have learned that LOVE is something 

that should 

never, never, never 

be taken for granted.

When you find it:

Hold on to it...

Nurture it...

Express it...

Don't hold it back...

A lesson I will surely take to heart moving forward.

In this blog, I always talk about 

FAITH, HOPE and LOVE.

Somewhere, along the way, I took LOVE for granted.

Now I am counting on FAITH and HOPE to help me overcome 

my mistakes so I can experience LOVE once again.

"Tell me a story.....

What kind of story, child?

A story with a Happy Ending

There is no such thing in all the world.

As a happy ending?

As an ending.

-Jeanette Winterson-

There are times I have so much doubt that it truly scares me, 

but I am moving forward, 

I must have Faith 

I must have Hope

 My story is still being written....